Slept on it....

I took a step back and slept on my thoughts from yesterday.
After reading the post again, I thought some people may get the idea that I am out for revenge. That is not the case. The advice for anyone willing to listen was not to be taken as I am going after someone else, it was to tell people to watch their own backs and watch out they may be next. Now, I did not get on the Paranoid bus that left from Conspiracy Station, just be more vigilant. Beyond money, beyond family, beyond friends you have yourself. Keep yourself happy without hurting others, keep your eyes open and you should be ok.
All I was trying to say in the anger filled moments last night was to make sure you are sharing the same reality as everyone else.
"You won't like me when I'm angry" That is one of my favorite lines. It's from the TV show the Incredible Hulk. I don't like me when I am angry. I am a bit of a control freak, not that I want to control anyone else. I don't like to be out of control. Everyone has the point where they just get beyond themselves. I reached that point yesterday.
See, rants are just that. Getting beyond yourself. You vent and get it out. I vented and it felt good. I spoke to my father about things this morning. He had some good advice. I love that man. We shared some stories and laughed. Laughing is something that this family does a lot. In the face of fear, death and other parts of life's BS.